Insomnia

I could not manage to sleep well every night. Either my body is rejecting to work or I am stress about work or refuse to do the work I am assigned to. Either one but I definitely not stress about my marriage.

From young, I simply hate to be force to do thing which I never like. Because it is work, I could not reject it but seriously mentally, it is torturing me. No joke to have unpleasant sleep almost every night having the thought of going to work the next morning. I have been counting days to get into a new job and to end the two year contract. Is it worth to scarifice what I have made for mine 4.5 mths of bonus? Well, a good question asked to be argue about!! Endure for another 6 mths or leave now?

Have post my resume to many Australia job search websites today. Shall continue to post the same to Singapore job search website. Shall see which ones come first..

11.30 pm now..Nightmare is coming..No one can help me except myself.