Modern Living

I like this apartment so much. http://www.abeckettapartments.com/

Just 3 mins walk to major attractions including mel cental, queen victoria market, RIMT university and Flagstaff Gardens. An investment of a lifetime..hee hee..

Six year old girl Connie

Feeling overwhelmed

Recently, I have been suppressing and don't expressing feelings. Is that called stress? The thoughts of leaving my current colleagues and joining a new company next year is disturbing me.

Not sure how well I could adapt to my new company which I will be joining next year. Hope everything will go well.

"The Price Of Future Success Is The Sacrifice Of Today's Pleasures."

The Crappy PettiFogger

WTF and this is called value added service!!! My foot...Condemn on this shitty place!!!!

I REALLY do not understand why she cant draft that herself....Crap mann

Slipped Discs

He has been crying in pain eversince I came back from honeymoon. Took him to the vet and could not examine what wrong with him except for fever. So back home with painkiller and he got well after two days. Well, with that it costs me $80.


(2) Two days ago, the same symptoms came back. The symptoms are (a) High pitch barking, (b) crying in pain, (c) limping sometimes and (d) could not jump up and down my bed. So worried that I actually had to bring him back to Animal Recovery Center today. This time round was another vet who examined him. His name is Dr Lai and he actually laughed heartedly when he saw cookie. "What happened to his hair?", he asked. "Well, he actually dropped too much hair that we decided to shave him off but to keep the shape of his head hair to make him looks like a lion", i replied. Anyway, Dr Lai used his N95 nokia and took photos of cookie as he looks cute. This is how he looks like. lol.





(3) After which, Dr Lai took four xray on his neck and he actually suffering from slipped discs on his cervical region.




(4) Cervical disc disease involves the acute or chronic pressure of material from an intervertebral disc pressing on or around the spinal cord in the area of the neck. The exact cause of disc degeneration is unknown but in many cases there is a change in the content of the disc from a soft, pliable gel to stiff mineral that can slowly compress the spinal cord or suddenly burst into the spinal canal. Discs in the cervical region of the spine can affect the front legs and the back legs to varying degrees. This disc disease can affect one side of the body or both sides.Dogs may show only mild neck pain all the way through to complete paralysis of all four legs without the ability to perceive any sensation whatsoever. Sudden onset neck pain is the most common clinical sign.


(5) Dr lau had given him steroids to relieve his pain and would like to see him again before he flew off on the 29th of Nov. He mentioned that it is not serious now but can be very serious if the pain still persists. Cookie has to go thru MRI and surgery. MRI usually require anaesthesia and the surgery is considered a risk ones which 10% of dogs died from it.

(6) Before we left, Dr Lai told his staff that cookie looks so cute and he has a pair of "ren xing" eyes.

(7) Two and half hours at the center and now we are home sweet home. Little boy has to be on medication and glad that he quite love the medicine. By the way, it costs me $250 for the whole procedure. I am broke with my brother wedding this month..

Well, hope he gets well soon..I am so worried about him!!!

I want it!!!

Been thinking to take up bike licence and lets see when I am free on the weekday to drop by Ubi comfort driving center to sign up. Oggy promised me to get a scooter for me if I have my licence. Let's do what you like, why care!!!

Actual Day Wedding - Part Three (Ending)

Actual Day Wedding - Part Two (Solemnisation & Wedding Events)

Actual Day Wedding - Part One (Preparation, Tea Ceremony & Reception)

Perfect Wedding @ Changi Village Hotel

It turned out to be a fabulous and perfect wedding!!! Hereby, I would like to record every single bit of effort which Oggy and myself had put together for this big day 26th of Oct.

(1) Our Wedding Album @ http://affectionoflife.blogspot.com/2007/08/for-sharing.html.

(2) Wedding Venue - Changi Village Hotel

Reasons we chose this hotel because we like the ambience, off the city and allow 7 tables of 8 course chinese wedding dinner to be hosted. By the way, we stayed a night at 6th floor with the room facing the sea.

(3) Solemniser - Teo Chong Tee (JP)

I have randomly picked the solemniser from the registered list and lucky did I choose a former MP.

(4) Registration of marriage @ ROM website

(5) Wedding Favours

We have sourced for the Heart-shaped keychain which comes in 5 colour. Printed with the word "love" in the middle. I have also bought the gold organza bags to better present them to the guests. For VIP tables. I have sourced for a chinese couple magnet keychain in pink organza bag.

(6) DIY our own wedding invitation card

It took me months of effort to complete our wedding invitation card of 50 in quantity. Time was needed to source for a right background, font type, text written, hard envelope colour, texture, ribbon, pin, card cutting, printing, etc. It was never easy to find something which suit my style. I have done up so many samples but failed. The process of seeking for the right style has eventually enlighten me to go with metallic colour theme. Here are my wedding cards.

(7) Actual Day Wedding Dress

I bought this dress because it looks simple and yet elegant. The colour suits my theme as well.

(8) Makeup Artist

I have used the same makeup artist who did for my wedding album. http://www.simplyjoann.com/

(9) Actual day photographer

Oggy has spent time running around several stores and in the end, we decided to go with Shutterbug @ http://shutterbug.com.sg/.

(10) DIY own video montage

This video montage which lasted for about 4 min plus actually took us months to finalise it. This video montage was purely diy by me. Really painful process to source for the backgrounds which I like, the transition styles to ensure the entire montage has a smooth transition and everything has to fixed in nicely with the timing of the song as well.

(11) Songs for the night

Oggy has sourced for the following songs:-

a. March in - Firehouse (Love Of A Lifetime) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p61Q_DOwtps

b. Video Montage - Shania Twain( From This Moment) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8qj2MzIlJw

c. Food serve - The Verve (Bitter Sweet Symphony) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-Po8uJeoUw

(12) Flowers and wedding room decoration
I have aliased and worked with the florist on the following:-

- Ivory Slash for Solemnisation Chairs

- Dark Gold for VIP Table Chairs

- Dark Gold Ribborn on the side of Reception Table

- VIP Centerpiece add Green Cybidium with Red Roses

- 30 pcs of Dark Gold Slash for Notaml Table (Alt)

- Cocktail Centerpiece with 3 Ivory Roses and Hyper

- Door Posy (Ivy Leaves wreath with 2 Green Cybidium & 3 Red Roses)

- Roses Corsages x 3

(13) DIY wedding GuestBook
My cousin Aileen has helped me diy on the Guest Book. It is in a form of two joined big hearts stuffed with polyester with few pages of cupboard paper behind. I love it!!

(14) Wedding MCs

We have two cheeky MCs with us on the night and they had made our wedding a success. They were Rafeal and Aileen. Without the effort of this handsome chap and pretty babe, our wedding would not be so interesting, fun and entertaining. They had really really did a great job in coming out with the speech in both english and chinese and their effort to meet up, sit together to brain storm those entertaining games for us. Thumb up to our Two MCs. We appreciate your hardwork and enthusiasm in this event.

(15) Guest List

(16) And, finally, our wedding evening

- Welcoming everyone- Opening Speech- Matrimony

- In comes the Bride and Groom – Solemnizing event

- Montage- screen

- Story time- How the couple get together?

- Cake cutting

- Yumseng

- Games

- Photo taking with Guest

- Ending Speeches by Bridegroom, close friends of Bridegroom and Bride

We have enjoyed every single moment including the yum seng session. So much so much fun. The games especially had brought life to the entire atmosphere. Firstly, Oggy sang a song "Beautiful girl" with some funny dancing and hand gesture to me. I was laughing to the stage which my tears were dropping down .

Secondly, it was the blindfold game which Oggy had to take off his shirt, wrapped with aluminium foil by the bride's team mates. After which, Oggy's team mates were given 60 secs to hang grapes around his body. Guess what, with the direction instruction given by my team mates, I have to finish eating all the grapes while I was blindfolded. Well, you should be smart enough to know where those grapes were hang. Phew, luckily it was seedless..lol

Thirdly and lastly, it was the Lap dance. It was the funniest game of the night. The Bridegroom together with three males friends (My brother, Rafeal and Ah Tat), the full monte were asked to take off their shirt with the sexy music in the background. They have to shake their butts to their partners (me, Jessica, Aileen and Elynn) sitting on the chair watching the lap dance.

Well, all in all, everything was well planned and most importantly, we together with the guests had a memorable night. The event ended abt 11 pm sharp and for some, they have stayed back behind for more happening party. I was laughing my way till 3 plus in the morning together with my cousin and some of oggy's friends. My jaws almost dropped off.

Many have even smsed us after the night saying that it was the best wedding reception they had ever attended. We would like to thanks every single guest (99.9% of attendance) who has made the effort to attend, grace and enjoy our private wedding ceremony. Though it was only 7 tables, but we are very sure, we get more out from those who host big wedding dinner definitely.

Lastly, stay tune to the coming actual night photos ........

Justice of Peace

This is what he said, "Inform hotel to allow my car Red Volvo SxxxxxxB to be parked infront of the hotel". At the moment, I went blank and speechless. How should I tell my hotel about it? Lol...

Anyway, later when I told my cousin abt my JP, she told me that he seems to be former PAP Member of Parliament (MP). Have also confirmed from the website. Wow, of all JPs, I have selected one big shot..

Life of Singaporean

Work hard...
Work more...
Work longer...
Work till we die!!!

Is that what they want? Must be otherwise why such a system being implemented...Sigh

Everybody's Changing

I felt she has wandered in her own land feeling aching and breaking. Is that the tunnel of lights or a tunnel of suffering for her? Perhaps she is the ones who could give the answer. All I know is I see pain in her eyes.

What is the path ahead of her?



You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Everything can change..

Received a good news and bad news today.

The bad news is my hotel coordinator has been changing since the day we signed up our wedding package. Firstly, it was the catering manager whom I aliased with, followed by a guy and then to their manager. But now, even their manager is leaving soon and will be passing on to another new person. Oh my god, how many times must I repeat my package to them? I wanna faint. I think the working hours of the hotel is really very bad. The first contact whom I contacted with previously mentioned that sometimes they will not have off day even in a row of weeks. Sound pitiful but who will pity me huh?? Sigh..

Luckily I got a piece of good news at the end of the day. I have received a call which I long waited for since last week. It really boosts up my energy level and somehow I am ready to finish my outstanding wedding items. Yippy yippy...Finally, finally I am going to release myself from something which I have been dragging on for so long. Well, at the moment, it is going to be private and confidential to share..You will know when it is time..

Do I look like GarField?

I am a sick cat and he is definitely an "evil" cat. Took this photo at Bangkok and does it remind you of GarField?? Oggy and me like the look of this cat.

Why havent recovered yet?

Sigh, my sore throat and running nose still havent recovered from last Thursday. Think I better dun attend my friend's wedding tomorrow evening. Babies/kids are going to be there and not good to spread the germs to them as their immune systems may not be strong yet. My colleagues also advise me the same because it is really bad. Really unfortunate but I will still bao big ang bao though.

Sorry Friends!!

We are what we do

Some screenshots of my bag.

To find out more. visit http://www.anyahindmarch.com/. http://www.wearewhatwedo.org/ or http://www.sainsburys.co.uk/

Virus attack !!

Virus attack!! How could I suddenly fall sick so badly with infection eye and throat, flu, fever and cough at the same time? This is really bad. I was feeling good on Wednesday and all the sudden, I fell sick on Thursday and today. Basically sleep the entire day today and just wake up. Have recovered a bit but my eye still painful. Bearly can see into the lights..

Earthquake tremors

I thought i was sick or someone (the ghost) was shaking my bed. The tremor was so strong. When i was in my kitchen, I could see my clothes swaying left and right also. How could the clothes sway when there was no wind?? Then did I realise it was the earthquake. Wow, that was strong.

Cruel act

Damn, look at this video. This guy is really sickening. How can he throw the puppy into the air? If i am the dog, I will make sure i bite off his "kin".

Free makeover

Been receiving many rubbish calls nowsdays from insurance companies, banks, photography studio, etc. Just got a call from a photography studio located at Quay Clarke and was invited for free photoshoot worth $500. Its a free makeover and am allowed to take home 2 best of my photos. No obligation and term attached..Well, why not? Afterall, been through so many sessions especially on timeshare travel and everytime I did rejected their offer.

Well, nothing can be worst but to see their unhappy face only. I do not care much, at least I get myself something back. hee hee..sound like aunty..damn cheapo huh...

Busy Bee @@

That few hours passed so fast. I could hardly breathe after I off work today. Rushed to Vivo city to get myself a bag, a blazer and pant from G2000. Followed which rushed home to prepare all necessary documents. Been reading through many things. Though I may not cover all, but at least I try my best. No regret!!!

She is old, spare her

What will happen to me when I am old? My heart felt so sore when I saw my grandma last Sunday. She is losing her memories slowly and acting like a little kid now. Hardly can control her urine and has been talking to herself.

My uncle was so frustrated with her choking the basin with junk food. He had scolded her terribly and upset her. I was there keeping quiet because I knew that when I started to talk back, I would be putting my aunty in a difficult situation. Grandma was so lost after the scolding. Her mind just went wild and not thinking right because she was under stress I guess. Does she deserve this? C'mon, at the age of 92, she still can walk, bathe, dress herself and even cut vegetable. What more can we expect? If she could do everything perfectly, we would not call that old. I seriously think the scolding my uncle put across was damn freaking hurting. I actually told my aunt not to look after her husband when he gets old because he does not deserve to be taken care of. This is sickening...

When Doris told Aileen(who is her daughter) about how her father scolded Grandma, she was furious as well. Well, I believe everyone will if they know.

Sometimes, I will help in arranging grandma's medicine into a daily capsule box. Do you believe that she is actually consuming 8 pills in the morning, 2 pills in the afternoon and 3 pills at night? Sound torturing? It is indeed saddening to know that she has been going thru this for months.

How I wish I could help her bear the pain..Guess that's life, when you get old, you have to go through the parting of your beloved ones. Have I prepared for it or should I say am I given a choice?


Ma ma, thanks for everything!!! You are close to my heart!!!

Graduation Photo

My brother's wedding photo taking is going to take place next weekend. Well, this package is a free ones from J&C which he won the first prize when he signed up his hotel for his wedding dinner. He was actually praying to won second prize instead because he has already bought a bridal package from French Bridal. Well, its free anyway.

His wife-to-be has bargained with the studio to take his wedding photo as well as our graduation photos. Since I have not taken my own graduation photo, it is quite a good opportunity to take together with my family. Just called Serangoon Broadway studio to consult about the rental price for Curtin University graduation gown. Well, it costs $100 rental for 2 days..Don't you think it is a bit expensive? Sigh

Work is miserable

Life is miserable at work and I could hardly bear the frustration...I am not in the right mind now and all I wanna say is I am damn freaking tired!!!

Dog Licensing Rules

This policy changes to the dog licensing rules with effect from 1 September 2007 is driving me crazy. We are told to apply for dog licence and to install a micro chip in our dog otherwise there is a maximum fine of up to S$500 upon conviction.

C'mon, I am getting impatient ok. It has been three weeks since I applied for my cookie's licence and until now it is still processing. I thought 1st of Sep is suppose to be the deadline and this govt agency is far too slow. Wanna fine people but action so slow..In this case, they should review the deadline again!!! This is really boiling me and best thing is you can never get into their hotline. Either it was engaged or no one picked up the call. Prompted you to leave the voicemail but the voicemail is always full. What is this? Furious Furious me!!!! Singapore????

I'm NOT A Plastic Bag

What is so special about "I'm Not A Plastic Bag" bag? I did not know about this bag until my friend asked me if i wanna get one today. She said it is very hot in town now. So, anyway I ordered a brown colour ones. Blue ones is pending for confirmation.

What has happened to him?

Sometimes I wonder how much do I know about this friend. Have knew him since my uni life and we used to be very close friend for years. As a pure platonic friend, he has always portrait a very nice man image and I always treasure him as a good friend.

After an incident occured last year, I realised what I had understand from him is only from the surface. He is not as simple as what he is. I could be wrong about him and I chose not to know about the truth by stopping all contact from him. In another word, I disregard him as a friend anymore because I felt hurt about his action towards a friend of mine.

Today after a conversation with this friend, I realised more "evil" acts of him. What has happened to him?

If you don't really care!!

For Sharing

Get well Soon!!

Grandma not feelin' well again..Legs swollen and her heart is weak again. Was hospitalised on Wednesday and discharged today.

Rock the Boat

It has been a while since I rocked the boat. Woke up 7 a.m in the morning to get my way there with my dad and aunty.

Luck on Sunday was very good. I only gambled $10 for each game and I won about $400 for the trip. It was crowded with many people, mostly aunties and uncles. I had stopped playing at the point I have completed rolling all my wood chips. Getting smarter these days. Once you win, stop playing because I have witnessed many incidents that you will lose all if you continue playing. "She is our lady killer", mentioned one of the young chap. ha ha..I guess my luck was so good that everyone who bet at my section actually won money. I can win 8 out of 10 games in that table that everyone crowd around me to bet on my cards. That was fun but the frustration I had was when many people bet on your section, there be chances where the stack of money was piled by many parties and winning had to be divided properly.

Hope to be there again but not always, need to control my gambling habit.

My boss is insane

My boss is the "BEST" boss in this world. She recently gone insane like that. She goes around and snap at each of us. The worst thing is when you have committed something wrong, she wanted you to go into Director room to apologise, admit mistake and say you will never commit the same thing again. Wao koax, like in school like that.

When she did something wrong, she will find all sort of things to cover herself. She actually asked me for program document for my maintenance. What on earth is Program Document? Quality management does not even indicate got such document? I actually argue with her until i gave up. Guess what I told her over the phone "I do not want to argue with you anymore, lets move on to the next point.". In the end, i went to dig and ask around all my colleagues. No one on earth knows what is that document. When i went back to her on my finding, she told me, oh, actually your system not very big, so dun have. Last time my old site, we actually ask for it. AGAIN, again she is using her old site as example...sigh..she has thousands and one reasons..

She has try to cover herself but all of us know she could not make it. Moral of the story, dun try to act smart, you will lose all of our respect.

eh, Sometimes i wanted to tell her that what she needs is not project managers but Admin staffs for procurement and English teachers to write proper paper. Still the same, she went around each of us and corrected our english, most imptly is must remember not to forget comma, etc..Each of us in the team, about 8 of us have been very attitude towards her recently. No value add boss. She only value add by correcting english and not doing any strategy tasks. Is that what assistant director works? She works like a bridge, better than hub but worst than router..Haiisss..

The funniest thing she asked my team member to do today is to reoder the worksheets. See, we have about 10 worksheets in the directory. When she asked my colleague to re-order and tally with what was stated in the main document, my colleague was puzzled. How to re-order worksheets which each of them are separated documents. After asking what she meant, she wanted him to open window explorer and reorder the documents..Sound funny and bo liao right?? When my colleague told me today, i immediately burst out in laughter...Seriously, we are still puzzled with the request.

I still remembered what she told me. She said she had high expectation of each of us so that we can survive in private industry in future. Pls mann, at the rate she works, she can never survive in private sector. Aunty, please go and retire lah

Sec school group photo

Asking an outsource company to create montage is so expensive in the market. As such, I have decided to create one myself. So far, progress is good, at least not ugly..hee hee..

Been searching for landscape photos of myself and came across a group photo taken with my Secondary school classmates.

Hey guys, remember these photos which were taken during Sherene's wedding???





I am intending to put the second photo into my montage. First, third and forth photo were not focusing on me. You girls are too pretty to be in my montage especially the bride..ha ha..

Jean, your girl photo for your keeping too..:P

Why took him away?

She has recorded down the following (I have done a direct translation from her chinese writing):-

"My husband was a very good man with a kind hearted heart.
Everytime when he was came back from business trip, the first person he would look for was me.
He had truthfully love me and showered me with lots of love.
He always given me the best things and doted me closest to his heart,
Every times given me his thought and unselfishly showered me all his love.
These all must be what he had owed me in my previous life and I was fortunate.
Helplessly these happiness lasted only a short while and god had took his life away from mankind.
Nothing but given me a ever lasting pain and heartlessly, leaving his two kids for me to look after.
It was a painful journey to struggle and had caused me to live like a zombie.
Though the departure of him had been many years, but everytime when I think of him, my heart is so painful and I miss him lots."

Touching??? My heart is filled with emotions when I read that.

Art Work

Finally I have gotten this art work done at $80 nett. This is the cheapest and quality offer I am offered from my makeup artist. That is a good deal isn't it? Because I am her bridal customer, she only charge me at $80 nett instead of $388. Guess what is the art work? Well, it is eyebrow colouring :P

My colleague thought I was very stylo when she first joined. She saw me with the red colour eyebrow and thought this girl was very trendy. Please, that was the colour which had faded from my previous eyebrow contouring done by Jean Yip. See how bad the quality is..sigh..

Yippy yippy, I like my eyebrow now. Got it done at her condo this afternoon. Quite nice and up to expectation. Now have to let it settle for 8 days to look more natural.. la la la la la la la la

Right mind?

Tell me, tell me, who is in the right mind to quit now instead of enduring another 4 months to get his/her bonuses? I was approached by 3 agencies in regards to this particular job and everyone is trying to persuade me to move to the new company in another 1 month..My thought is of course can if the company is willingly to compensate what I have lost but unfortunately it did not ring a bell to them..Ha ha..

Lucky this agent is better than the ones yesterday. She did tell me to give her a call coming this Nov and she can quickly find a job for me..Ya, she reminded me to contact her because she works very fast compare to others. Actually in fact my friend did tell me that this agent works very hard and ons ones. She could reply email to you even late at night..

Hope she is my lucky star though i quite unlucky recently. By the way, how to be lucky when you get to walk pass SGH hospital almost everyday (cos i worked there). Besides I had frequent visits to hospital this year due to my grandma's condition..Oh ya, I happened to swallow a fish bone down to my throat last week and got to A&E to have my xray and scooping done. It basically pissed me off because it wasted me 4 hrs to get everything done. Koax..

Msn Etiquette

I could not understand why people do not know about msn etiquette. Must there be a course to educate these people or could I say it is common sense understanding which these people should know or should I say they have no brain.

Was pretty pissed with it for the past few months and I thought I could endure, but today I gonna warn these people to stop irritating me.

What happened was:- Have you encountered someone who has a busy status set in their msn?Since it is already shown as busy, they still can msn you and asked bo liao thing like "hi", "what u doing?", "are you at home?", etc. Does it matter to you whether I am at home or not? Communication via messenger means you can communicate anytime anywhere. Does it means conversation is different if I am at home? It really puzzled me..Tell me about it. The best thing was when you have replied, everything will pause for like 10-15 min before that person could reponse to you. If there is nothing much to talk about, please stop disturbing me and boiled my temper. I could not endure such behavior and sorry to say that I do not have the patience to wait for your response.

Go ahead and curse me, but I going to tell these people, I do not give a damn of it and stop wasting my time.

Where is my Money?

This month is really a money leaking month and also a busy month..Have spent money on the following neccessity:-

(1) Purchase of Handphone
(2) Hair rebonding
(3) Purchase of Wedding Dress and necklace
(4) Purchase of Wedding card ribbon and tag
(5) Spoilt two working shoes in less than a week..

I wanna faint big time..Never spend this much of money for the past two years..My heart quite painful woh..

In office

Lunch time now..Am siting here waiting for my colleague to lunch together. I do not know why I need to force myself to work everyday. The 4th month when I joined this company, I have the intention to ciao but until now, 1 year 7 mths has passed and I am still with this company. Guess the only motivation I have is to take the bonses and leave.

I am sick again. My body seem to be falling apart. Tomorrow I have to go on MC definitely..

Oh, did I tell all of you that working here is like attending English lesson everyday. Received a note sent to the team by my boss today. Here it said:-

=======================================================
Please note the following:
(i) Comrpises 'of' = no 'of' as it already means consists of.
(ii) Deadline - not dateline.
(iii) Staff is already collective noun - no 's' after staff.
(iv) Plural and singular verbs (eg are, is) - pl double check on correct usage.

Thanks.
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Well, noticed that "Comrpises" is spelt wrongly. I wanted to tell her to do her due diligence before she sent out that mail also..Oppss, I better not else she will become MORE motherly...

I am sick

Woke up early morning to visit the doctor. I am falling sick and weak. My body is aching, feeling cold with sore throat..Rejected her mc for tomorrow and told her I will come and get from her if have not recovered as I have system going live on Tuesday.

Finished with my breakfast and Strait times, now it is time for me to rest and sleep. Have a nice day..Ciao

Dog bites

This was the third time I was bitten by dogs this year. First was that crazy giant Giant Schnauzer owned by Oggy' friend and the second and third time was from my uncle's crazy Pomeranian last night.

The first bite was the worst. My finger actually bleeded quite badly that I needed a plaster to stop the blood flowing. The second bite was quite ok, it was a quick and sharp bite with a tiny hole on my finger. The third bite was a long bite which the dog refused to let go. Now my hand was swollen. Sighhh..They are simply crazy and I really doubt that the masters did their due diligence to train them.

Nevertheless, these incidents will not stop me from playing with dogs. I am a dog lover. Well, Oggy is trying to get a free 3 months beagle from a stranger. See how it goes as my dad actually wants that dog..but I am quite worried of the days I need to look after two playful dogs..I knew how it feels because I have been through it few years back. It was a nghtmare ;)

Looking after two dogs can be very tiring but my neighbour next block has actually FIVE dogs. She is one crazy young lady I must say!!

Past Memories of Langkawi

While walking to office in the morning, my thought was full of my past memories of Langkawi..I love the place. Why? Becos of its serenity..

Days there were nice. We stayed in an individual hut resort with japanese style interior..Very cosy place..The good thing was because there is nothing much you can do there, practically we were lacing around, reading novel by the pool, strolling along the beach, listening and dancing crazily along with the european and live band at night. When the night died off, we rushed back to watch our tv programme. We even rent a car and drove around the island in leisure. Thats what simple life is.

It was indeed a sunny, fun and relaxing place..At least a go get away place you should head for because you can hardly see any crowd. Actually few chinese tourist there and 80% was european. Basically few souls here and there..

He was the nicest man I met. You know why? Most importantly, at least he did not bother to wake me up in the morning for breakfast. I can have my beauty sleep. Simply hate to wake up so early in the morning just to catch the breakfast by the beach..Typical behavior I felt...

Idiot phone

Furious furious. I have the best nokia phone in the world. Used for few seconds, it will automatically switch off. This is boiling me big time..Time to source for a new handphone and unfortunately I could not wait until the iPhone launch in Singapore next year..Sob Sob..

Hmm, been thinking which phone to buy. See if starhub is going to give me $150 voucher. I am waiting for their call and my friend actually taught me how to negiotiate with them..Quick, CALL ME

Look Similar?

I always think Oggy looks like many Hk actors. But I do not know everyone think the same.

Before Marriage

He : Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She : Do you want me to leave ?
He : NO ! Don't even think about it.
She : Do you love me ?
He : Of course !
She : Have you ever cheated on m e?
He : NO! Why you even ask ?
She : Will you kiss me ?
He : Yes !
She : Will you hit me ?
He : No way ! I'm not such kind of person !
She : Can I trust you ?

And, after marriage..Read it from the bottom to top. Ha ha ha

Wedding Photo - Montage

They do not allow me to have some photos back but I silently managed to copy the montage into my thumb drive when I was left alone with the computer. These photo are the originals ones without any "magic" done to them..Naughty girl!!

Anyway, I am not satisfied with these photos. Not what I am seeking for..sigh..Anyway, quality comes with the price you paid, so accept it lah!! Lets see how the actual album looks nice..

Sample enlarge photos:-

Optimus Prime

Must watch Transformers!!! Optimus Prime is my favorite!!

Which is the right path??

Thought things can get better now but it don't seem to be. Grandma is hospitalised again and this time she was admitted to SGH. Her heart is swollen now..

Letricia told me today that she felt very pain to see grandma suffer and if she agreed with me to opt out the installation of pace maker in her heart the other time, she would not have suffer now. Well, at that moment, I have asked myself who in this family will not feel painful. I knew I was very cruel when replied to the poll. I opted out the option and told her its not that I do not want grandma to live or I do not love her, but it is really suffering for her to struggle to live. Let her make her choice whether she wanna live on or let go..Well, in the end, majority made the choice to prolong her life..

Everything is so cruel and contradicting. Isn't it? Coming to this stage, I have taken it very calmly and let nature takes it path.

Mentally drained out..I always thought I have all my things planned out in my path but sometimes, they just not going the way I want!!!

Insomnia

I could not manage to sleep well every night. Either my body is rejecting to work or I am stress about work or refuse to do the work I am assigned to. Either one but I definitely not stress about my marriage.

From young, I simply hate to be force to do thing which I never like. Because it is work, I could not reject it but seriously mentally, it is torturing me. No joke to have unpleasant sleep almost every night having the thought of going to work the next morning. I have been counting days to get into a new job and to end the two year contract. Is it worth to scarifice what I have made for mine 4.5 mths of bonus? Well, a good question asked to be argue about!! Endure for another 6 mths or leave now?

Have post my resume to many Australia job search websites today. Shall continue to post the same to Singapore job search website. Shall see which ones come first..

11.30 pm now..Nightmare is coming..No one can help me except myself.

Friend

So relaxing chatting with an old friend, Sam today. It has been while since we left HP and as usual, we usually had good seafood dinner around Singapore. Today I have brought him to a cosy open quiet bar at the east.

Ordered "Gong Gong", Mussels and fried sotong with mocktails. We had catch up alot on each other talking about life. Interestingly, though he is older than me 8 years, but we have no age gap at all. He is the only friend I have whom I can chat with him alots. We usually can chat for hours enjoying ourselves. A real true friend of mine and glad he is doing well as a SAP manager..

Card Designs

I have made some designs. Which is better? Still sourcing for better design.