Anger

Puke blood!! Been trying to get into Standard Chartered internet banking for half a hour. I have really lost my patience and sent a complaint email to their customer service. It is indeed boiling me. Dammit to hell and back...Thought it would be a patience day as I had enough sleep, but I was wrong. Have slept for almost 15 hours non stop till this afternoon 4.30 p.m. Ha ha..Steady right??

I had a stressful day at work on Friday. Worked till 7.30 pm in office. Three items had go live on Friday itself and one to go live on Monday. I managed to complete three items (Thanks god) and the only item to be ready on Monday had a bit of hiccup. Need to settle it on Monday..sigh..Poor me!!

Heard about the permanent scheme and it does not sound good at all. Afterall, I need to have a proper calculation to see if everything is worthy is to convert from contract to perm. My gut feeling is I may stick to the original contract. Quite disappointed about the package though..

Thought of going to Bugis and Boon Keng mrt to get some clothes. I have eyed two clothes at the two respective stores. But somehow, I am too lazy..Perhaps shall make a trip down on Monday after work. Let's see how situation goes.

Here for now..ni-ight.

Dreams

Oggy's phone will be off for a reason. Just sent him off at the aiport 30 mins ago. Gotta misses him lots while he is away to Australia for two weeks and hope he enjoys this trip.

Travelling around the world has always been my dream. I have only been to Malaysia (Redang, Kota Tinggi, KL, Genting, Malacca, JB, Langawi, Tioman), Indonesia (Bali, Bintan), Australia (Perth, Melbourne, Bisbane, Gold Coast, Sydney), Korea, Thailand (Bangkok, Phuket), United States (San Fransico, Boston, Hoston). My next destination will be Europe next year. That's one of my plans.

Besides having a dream to travel around the world, I also hope that one day I have the ability to start a cafe business by the beach...Living a carefree life, walking by the beach everyday with my love, talking to tourist, participating in the sea activities, etc. That is my biggest dream.

Being able to live in my own world, executing my plans and moving forward to my dreams are the motivation in life. Some said I am asking for a lifestyle in life. Is that really true? I can only say different people have different perspective in life. To me, it is not lifestyle, it is quality life.

Finally, I do not like people disturbing my life, threatening my life. To me, these are all disturbance and I need peace to move on in my life. Because of "peace", my surrounding friends always said I am a boring person. Well, basically I do not think so myself because I have my own activites and am enjoying them.

Never a lonely soul..To be alone and to feel loneliness are two different elements. Please do not mix them up ya..

Enuff for now!!. Have to go for a bathe.

Lifestyle

"I'm going to give you a winter look," said my hairdesser and here it goes, strands of hair dropped on the floor. Finally, I had a hair cut and change of colours to my hair. I thought he was a good hair stylist and consultant. He had give me a new look and I thought I love it so much. The strong blue black base and purple strands with gold colour tone here and there looks cool to me. That's what I want. "Simplistic Sexy"..Simple and Sexy..Wow, sit there for four hours was really a torture but at least the result is fabulous.

That's enough. Three hours of facial on Saturday and four hours of hair do on Sunday were really enjoyable. That was pampering. Been to the food court at Botanic Garden, the food was so-so but at least it is a new place to me.

Hady has won the game..The new Singapore Idol and the journey just begin to him..How far can Singapore idol goes? That's a question which puzzles me but anyway, its his dream. Everyone has a dream and how about yours...

I felt so sick today. Very bad headache and still feel my head very heavy. Doctor told me it is a sickness cause by one of my nerves. It will go away after some rest. SOOO, I sleep and sleep like a pig..Still feeling not very good, hopefully it will get better tomorrow..

Patient going to rest..ciao.

My dog

For that moment, it was a fast and furious temper from me at work..After a while, I settled in and everything was fine. We have sort things out calmly between us. Life at work is not easy!

Thanks to Ferando for giving me a white hairy creature. He is a nobody child but my darling dog. His name is cookie. He has been with me for 5 years and given me endless joy and happiness. There with me when I need someone to talk to and play with. Indeed the most precious gift I ever received. Still remember the first sight I caught him. He looked so bony and bald.."Yucks, he looks ugly,", that was the first comment I made. Thinking back, I regretted the thought I made because I have slowly grew love with him everyday..How I wish he can stick with me for my entire life and could not imagine my life without him. I really appreciate the every day life with him because he is already part of me, the part of flesh of mine.."Ouch!" It will be very painful if that flesh is gone. "Cry hard!".

Project Runway is back again..I have an appt with tv every Mon and Wed. ha ha..Sometimes I thought perhaps I can marry to a television since I am so attached to it..Isnt it nice? It will give me whatever I ask for, e.g. laughter, sadness, thrill, colours, etc..

Story of my life for now..To be continue..

Experience

Oh, god. My heart pounched. My breathing almost suspended when I was at the bottom of the sea. Visibility was so bad, I could hardly see anything and was told to take off and clear my mask. Gosh...Take a deep breathe. Phew, experience gone away after the first dive. The second dive was much better and I did enjoy it. I spent my whole morning till afternoon for outside sport..Quite enjoyable though..

The nitrogen in my body made me restless..Felt like sleeping but tv programme always make me awake..ha ha..

Finally plan 3 is completed, plan 4 in the midst of processing and be executing plan 5 in Oct. For plan 6, it will be accomplished in Dec..I am getting closer to my dreams and goals. "Dream is always hard to get, that's why it is called dream," said my Oggy, and I thought I like that statement very much.

Bye for now! Cheers

Just another day

Finally, phew!! I just got my ipod nano fixed. Couldn't understand how come the i-tunes in my office laptop was not working but it worked on the PC at home..Puzzled but anyway, it is done. Case closed.

Had a fullfilling dinner at changi village today. Stream fish and squids and oyster egg..yum yum, sound good huh.....Went up to the 8th floor of Changi hotel where the swimming pool is. Amazingly, it is indeed a nice place. In fact, this hotel looks cool to me..High ceiling, nice decoration, cosy environment, clean, quiet. I feel it is one of the prestigious hotel...Am considering of hosting my ROM soleminzation there...

Tomorrow is Friday..Hurray..counting now..

ciao

Color of Life

Oh Gawd, everyday is fire fighting at work..1 min before I start work, just like a transfomer, change into fireman's uniform, holding a water hose and trying to stop the fire..Flames everywhere..after I can finish one, the another ones comes its way..sigh.Too many projects on hand and wonder, when that someone can come for rescue. Help help...

Thursday is tomorrow, Friday is day after tomorrow, weekend arriving again..Time flies too fast..Before you realise what you are doing, another week is gone..Oh boy, gives me a break

"Are you game for diving this weekend?" asked ray. Background was noisy and I agreed over the phone. Finally plan 3 is coming to an end..Thanks god..

Life is like an artist's palette, which provides the meaning of life and art.

Quality of Life

Met a cab driver today. Though it was a short trip from Temasek Polytechnic to Blk 85, the conversation was interesting. "Singapore is not a place to stay on," said uncle. He talked about his stay in China and back Singapore, later be migrating to Canada. Hmm, a uncle who does not speak good english (not even average) migrating to Canada with his son and wife? Sound rather unbelievable and wonder how he passed his migration test. ha ha..Well, that probably explains why life does not always go the way we think..

Here it goes again. "What is quality life?" Many of us are talking and discussing about quality life but what actually does it mean. The definitions of quality life to me are as follows:-

(1) If I am hospitalised, I do not have to worry about hospital bill;
(2) If I go unemployed, I do not have to worry about surviving;
(3) If my children are not going to support me or leave me, I do not worry about surviving;
(4) If I go bankrupt, I do not worry about surviving;
(5) If I am retiring, I need not have to worry about money in order to live for the rest of my life;
(6) Slow pace, rather than fast pace rushing for time/survival;
(7) Low living cost and standard;

These are all my pursee and how about yours?

That's for now.

Monday Blue

The thought of going to work irritated me so much that it was all I could do is to drag myself to work and finish the pile of work..sound bad huh.."Stop thinking about it. I have to keep moving..Wonder when ACS result will be out so as to move on to complete the second and final stage? "Be patience," I grumbled again.

Saw caleb and gisele's blog today. Babies are so cute and adorable. Mothers and babies' topics echoing almost everyday..Sooner or later, everyone will be talking about schooling, piano class, ballet class, tuition, etc. Guess these are the stages of life most of us have to go through..Me? Hmm, probably dogs and Oggy can keep me occupy in future..ha ha..(Desirably 3 dogs be enough.)

Got to "Rest and Relax" now. Good ni-ight..

A Relaxing Sunday

I certainly did not consider to have my own blog until today. Oggy asked "What is blog?" this morning and I explained it and later thought thru' silently that maybe it is fun to create one for myself. So, here it goes..

Woke up early morning for today dive preparation. Been waiting till now....still waiting...my instructor failed to meet me up. There's a need to stop this agnoy. Urrggghh..Story of my life!

"You're back!" said dad, who was on the point of going out for lunch. "Do you need me to buy you food?". I replied "Nah" lazyly. The weather outside is making me restless but I do enjoy my day in my cosy room.

"How have I progressed this year? Have I come far? Continue to go for it, girl!", thinking deeply in my heart. The fact is, I cant get enough though have done and accomplished alot. Actually the most fulfilling year of my life. Nevertheless, some plans are still going on..Oh, I meant big plans..you know, those "big plans"..

Hmm, work is doing well though busy and stressful. Another 3 and half months, it will be my one year anniversary. Looking forward for my months bonus and conversion to perm staff (another 1 month bonus?). Time flies fast. isn't it? So excited...

From habit, I going back to my TV programmes throughout the day..My way of relaxation and meditation from those stressful weekdays..Oh, kinda sad that I missed one swimming session this week, feel so uncomfortable. You see, age is catching up, there's a need for regular routine exercise and body tone up..

That's for now..ciao..