My boss is insane

My boss is the "BEST" boss in this world. She recently gone insane like that. She goes around and snap at each of us. The worst thing is when you have committed something wrong, she wanted you to go into Director room to apologise, admit mistake and say you will never commit the same thing again. Wao koax, like in school like that.

When she did something wrong, she will find all sort of things to cover herself. She actually asked me for program document for my maintenance. What on earth is Program Document? Quality management does not even indicate got such document? I actually argue with her until i gave up. Guess what I told her over the phone "I do not want to argue with you anymore, lets move on to the next point.". In the end, i went to dig and ask around all my colleagues. No one on earth knows what is that document. When i went back to her on my finding, she told me, oh, actually your system not very big, so dun have. Last time my old site, we actually ask for it. AGAIN, again she is using her old site as example...sigh..she has thousands and one reasons..

She has try to cover herself but all of us know she could not make it. Moral of the story, dun try to act smart, you will lose all of our respect.

eh, Sometimes i wanted to tell her that what she needs is not project managers but Admin staffs for procurement and English teachers to write proper paper. Still the same, she went around each of us and corrected our english, most imptly is must remember not to forget comma, etc..Each of us in the team, about 8 of us have been very attitude towards her recently. No value add boss. She only value add by correcting english and not doing any strategy tasks. Is that what assistant director works? She works like a bridge, better than hub but worst than router..Haiisss..

The funniest thing she asked my team member to do today is to reoder the worksheets. See, we have about 10 worksheets in the directory. When she asked my colleague to re-order and tally with what was stated in the main document, my colleague was puzzled. How to re-order worksheets which each of them are separated documents. After asking what she meant, she wanted him to open window explorer and reorder the documents..Sound funny and bo liao right?? When my colleague told me today, i immediately burst out in laughter...Seriously, we are still puzzled with the request.

I still remembered what she told me. She said she had high expectation of each of us so that we can survive in private industry in future. Pls mann, at the rate she works, she can never survive in private sector. Aunty, please go and retire lah

Sec school group photo

Asking an outsource company to create montage is so expensive in the market. As such, I have decided to create one myself. So far, progress is good, at least not ugly..hee hee..

Been searching for landscape photos of myself and came across a group photo taken with my Secondary school classmates.

Hey guys, remember these photos which were taken during Sherene's wedding???





I am intending to put the second photo into my montage. First, third and forth photo were not focusing on me. You girls are too pretty to be in my montage especially the bride..ha ha..

Jean, your girl photo for your keeping too..:P

Why took him away?

She has recorded down the following (I have done a direct translation from her chinese writing):-

"My husband was a very good man with a kind hearted heart.
Everytime when he was came back from business trip, the first person he would look for was me.
He had truthfully love me and showered me with lots of love.
He always given me the best things and doted me closest to his heart,
Every times given me his thought and unselfishly showered me all his love.
These all must be what he had owed me in my previous life and I was fortunate.
Helplessly these happiness lasted only a short while and god had took his life away from mankind.
Nothing but given me a ever lasting pain and heartlessly, leaving his two kids for me to look after.
It was a painful journey to struggle and had caused me to live like a zombie.
Though the departure of him had been many years, but everytime when I think of him, my heart is so painful and I miss him lots."

Touching??? My heart is filled with emotions when I read that.

Art Work

Finally I have gotten this art work done at $80 nett. This is the cheapest and quality offer I am offered from my makeup artist. That is a good deal isn't it? Because I am her bridal customer, she only charge me at $80 nett instead of $388. Guess what is the art work? Well, it is eyebrow colouring :P

My colleague thought I was very stylo when she first joined. She saw me with the red colour eyebrow and thought this girl was very trendy. Please, that was the colour which had faded from my previous eyebrow contouring done by Jean Yip. See how bad the quality is..sigh..

Yippy yippy, I like my eyebrow now. Got it done at her condo this afternoon. Quite nice and up to expectation. Now have to let it settle for 8 days to look more natural.. la la la la la la la la

Right mind?

Tell me, tell me, who is in the right mind to quit now instead of enduring another 4 months to get his/her bonuses? I was approached by 3 agencies in regards to this particular job and everyone is trying to persuade me to move to the new company in another 1 month..My thought is of course can if the company is willingly to compensate what I have lost but unfortunately it did not ring a bell to them..Ha ha..

Lucky this agent is better than the ones yesterday. She did tell me to give her a call coming this Nov and she can quickly find a job for me..Ya, she reminded me to contact her because she works very fast compare to others. Actually in fact my friend did tell me that this agent works very hard and ons ones. She could reply email to you even late at night..

Hope she is my lucky star though i quite unlucky recently. By the way, how to be lucky when you get to walk pass SGH hospital almost everyday (cos i worked there). Besides I had frequent visits to hospital this year due to my grandma's condition..Oh ya, I happened to swallow a fish bone down to my throat last week and got to A&E to have my xray and scooping done. It basically pissed me off because it wasted me 4 hrs to get everything done. Koax..

Msn Etiquette

I could not understand why people do not know about msn etiquette. Must there be a course to educate these people or could I say it is common sense understanding which these people should know or should I say they have no brain.

Was pretty pissed with it for the past few months and I thought I could endure, but today I gonna warn these people to stop irritating me.

What happened was:- Have you encountered someone who has a busy status set in their msn?Since it is already shown as busy, they still can msn you and asked bo liao thing like "hi", "what u doing?", "are you at home?", etc. Does it matter to you whether I am at home or not? Communication via messenger means you can communicate anytime anywhere. Does it means conversation is different if I am at home? It really puzzled me..Tell me about it. The best thing was when you have replied, everything will pause for like 10-15 min before that person could reponse to you. If there is nothing much to talk about, please stop disturbing me and boiled my temper. I could not endure such behavior and sorry to say that I do not have the patience to wait for your response.

Go ahead and curse me, but I going to tell these people, I do not give a damn of it and stop wasting my time.

Where is my Money?

This month is really a money leaking month and also a busy month..Have spent money on the following neccessity:-

(1) Purchase of Handphone
(2) Hair rebonding
(3) Purchase of Wedding Dress and necklace
(4) Purchase of Wedding card ribbon and tag
(5) Spoilt two working shoes in less than a week..

I wanna faint big time..Never spend this much of money for the past two years..My heart quite painful woh..

In office

Lunch time now..Am siting here waiting for my colleague to lunch together. I do not know why I need to force myself to work everyday. The 4th month when I joined this company, I have the intention to ciao but until now, 1 year 7 mths has passed and I am still with this company. Guess the only motivation I have is to take the bonses and leave.

I am sick again. My body seem to be falling apart. Tomorrow I have to go on MC definitely..

Oh, did I tell all of you that working here is like attending English lesson everyday. Received a note sent to the team by my boss today. Here it said:-

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Please note the following:
(i) Comrpises 'of' = no 'of' as it already means consists of.
(ii) Deadline - not dateline.
(iii) Staff is already collective noun - no 's' after staff.
(iv) Plural and singular verbs (eg are, is) - pl double check on correct usage.

Thanks.
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Well, noticed that "Comrpises" is spelt wrongly. I wanted to tell her to do her due diligence before she sent out that mail also..Oppss, I better not else she will become MORE motherly...

I am sick

Woke up early morning to visit the doctor. I am falling sick and weak. My body is aching, feeling cold with sore throat..Rejected her mc for tomorrow and told her I will come and get from her if have not recovered as I have system going live on Tuesday.

Finished with my breakfast and Strait times, now it is time for me to rest and sleep. Have a nice day..Ciao

Dog bites

This was the third time I was bitten by dogs this year. First was that crazy giant Giant Schnauzer owned by Oggy' friend and the second and third time was from my uncle's crazy Pomeranian last night.

The first bite was the worst. My finger actually bleeded quite badly that I needed a plaster to stop the blood flowing. The second bite was quite ok, it was a quick and sharp bite with a tiny hole on my finger. The third bite was a long bite which the dog refused to let go. Now my hand was swollen. Sighhh..They are simply crazy and I really doubt that the masters did their due diligence to train them.

Nevertheless, these incidents will not stop me from playing with dogs. I am a dog lover. Well, Oggy is trying to get a free 3 months beagle from a stranger. See how it goes as my dad actually wants that dog..but I am quite worried of the days I need to look after two playful dogs..I knew how it feels because I have been through it few years back. It was a nghtmare ;)

Looking after two dogs can be very tiring but my neighbour next block has actually FIVE dogs. She is one crazy young lady I must say!!

Past Memories of Langkawi

While walking to office in the morning, my thought was full of my past memories of Langkawi..I love the place. Why? Becos of its serenity..

Days there were nice. We stayed in an individual hut resort with japanese style interior..Very cosy place..The good thing was because there is nothing much you can do there, practically we were lacing around, reading novel by the pool, strolling along the beach, listening and dancing crazily along with the european and live band at night. When the night died off, we rushed back to watch our tv programme. We even rent a car and drove around the island in leisure. Thats what simple life is.

It was indeed a sunny, fun and relaxing place..At least a go get away place you should head for because you can hardly see any crowd. Actually few chinese tourist there and 80% was european. Basically few souls here and there..

He was the nicest man I met. You know why? Most importantly, at least he did not bother to wake me up in the morning for breakfast. I can have my beauty sleep. Simply hate to wake up so early in the morning just to catch the breakfast by the beach..Typical behavior I felt...

Idiot phone

Furious furious. I have the best nokia phone in the world. Used for few seconds, it will automatically switch off. This is boiling me big time..Time to source for a new handphone and unfortunately I could not wait until the iPhone launch in Singapore next year..Sob Sob..

Hmm, been thinking which phone to buy. See if starhub is going to give me $150 voucher. I am waiting for their call and my friend actually taught me how to negiotiate with them..Quick, CALL ME

Look Similar?

I always think Oggy looks like many Hk actors. But I do not know everyone think the same.

Before Marriage

He : Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She : Do you want me to leave ?
He : NO ! Don't even think about it.
She : Do you love me ?
He : Of course !
She : Have you ever cheated on m e?
He : NO! Why you even ask ?
She : Will you kiss me ?
He : Yes !
She : Will you hit me ?
He : No way ! I'm not such kind of person !
She : Can I trust you ?

And, after marriage..Read it from the bottom to top. Ha ha ha

Wedding Photo - Montage

They do not allow me to have some photos back but I silently managed to copy the montage into my thumb drive when I was left alone with the computer. These photo are the originals ones without any "magic" done to them..Naughty girl!!

Anyway, I am not satisfied with these photos. Not what I am seeking for..sigh..Anyway, quality comes with the price you paid, so accept it lah!! Lets see how the actual album looks nice..

Sample enlarge photos:-

Optimus Prime

Must watch Transformers!!! Optimus Prime is my favorite!!

Which is the right path??

Thought things can get better now but it don't seem to be. Grandma is hospitalised again and this time she was admitted to SGH. Her heart is swollen now..

Letricia told me today that she felt very pain to see grandma suffer and if she agreed with me to opt out the installation of pace maker in her heart the other time, she would not have suffer now. Well, at that moment, I have asked myself who in this family will not feel painful. I knew I was very cruel when replied to the poll. I opted out the option and told her its not that I do not want grandma to live or I do not love her, but it is really suffering for her to struggle to live. Let her make her choice whether she wanna live on or let go..Well, in the end, majority made the choice to prolong her life..

Everything is so cruel and contradicting. Isn't it? Coming to this stage, I have taken it very calmly and let nature takes it path.

Mentally drained out..I always thought I have all my things planned out in my path but sometimes, they just not going the way I want!!!

Insomnia

I could not manage to sleep well every night. Either my body is rejecting to work or I am stress about work or refuse to do the work I am assigned to. Either one but I definitely not stress about my marriage.

From young, I simply hate to be force to do thing which I never like. Because it is work, I could not reject it but seriously mentally, it is torturing me. No joke to have unpleasant sleep almost every night having the thought of going to work the next morning. I have been counting days to get into a new job and to end the two year contract. Is it worth to scarifice what I have made for mine 4.5 mths of bonus? Well, a good question asked to be argue about!! Endure for another 6 mths or leave now?

Have post my resume to many Australia job search websites today. Shall continue to post the same to Singapore job search website. Shall see which ones come first..

11.30 pm now..Nightmare is coming..No one can help me except myself.

Friend

So relaxing chatting with an old friend, Sam today. It has been while since we left HP and as usual, we usually had good seafood dinner around Singapore. Today I have brought him to a cosy open quiet bar at the east.

Ordered "Gong Gong", Mussels and fried sotong with mocktails. We had catch up alot on each other talking about life. Interestingly, though he is older than me 8 years, but we have no age gap at all. He is the only friend I have whom I can chat with him alots. We usually can chat for hours enjoying ourselves. A real true friend of mine and glad he is doing well as a SAP manager..

Card Designs

I have made some designs. Which is better? Still sourcing for better design.