Idiot phone

Furious furious. I have the best nokia phone in the world. Used for few seconds, it will automatically switch off. This is boiling me big time..Time to source for a new handphone and unfortunately I could not wait until the iPhone launch in Singapore next year..Sob Sob..

Hmm, been thinking which phone to buy. See if starhub is going to give me $150 voucher. I am waiting for their call and my friend actually taught me how to negiotiate with them..Quick, CALL ME

Look Similar?

I always think Oggy looks like many Hk actors. But I do not know everyone think the same.

Before Marriage

He : Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She : Do you want me to leave ?
He : NO ! Don't even think about it.
She : Do you love me ?
He : Of course !
She : Have you ever cheated on m e?
He : NO! Why you even ask ?
She : Will you kiss me ?
He : Yes !
She : Will you hit me ?
He : No way ! I'm not such kind of person !
She : Can I trust you ?

And, after marriage..Read it from the bottom to top. Ha ha ha

Wedding Photo - Montage

They do not allow me to have some photos back but I silently managed to copy the montage into my thumb drive when I was left alone with the computer. These photo are the originals ones without any "magic" done to them..Naughty girl!!

Anyway, I am not satisfied with these photos. Not what I am seeking for..sigh..Anyway, quality comes with the price you paid, so accept it lah!! Lets see how the actual album looks nice..

Sample enlarge photos:-

Optimus Prime

Must watch Transformers!!! Optimus Prime is my favorite!!

Which is the right path??

Thought things can get better now but it don't seem to be. Grandma is hospitalised again and this time she was admitted to SGH. Her heart is swollen now..

Letricia told me today that she felt very pain to see grandma suffer and if she agreed with me to opt out the installation of pace maker in her heart the other time, she would not have suffer now. Well, at that moment, I have asked myself who in this family will not feel painful. I knew I was very cruel when replied to the poll. I opted out the option and told her its not that I do not want grandma to live or I do not love her, but it is really suffering for her to struggle to live. Let her make her choice whether she wanna live on or let go..Well, in the end, majority made the choice to prolong her life..

Everything is so cruel and contradicting. Isn't it? Coming to this stage, I have taken it very calmly and let nature takes it path.

Mentally drained out..I always thought I have all my things planned out in my path but sometimes, they just not going the way I want!!!

Insomnia

I could not manage to sleep well every night. Either my body is rejecting to work or I am stress about work or refuse to do the work I am assigned to. Either one but I definitely not stress about my marriage.

From young, I simply hate to be force to do thing which I never like. Because it is work, I could not reject it but seriously mentally, it is torturing me. No joke to have unpleasant sleep almost every night having the thought of going to work the next morning. I have been counting days to get into a new job and to end the two year contract. Is it worth to scarifice what I have made for mine 4.5 mths of bonus? Well, a good question asked to be argue about!! Endure for another 6 mths or leave now?

Have post my resume to many Australia job search websites today. Shall continue to post the same to Singapore job search website. Shall see which ones come first..

11.30 pm now..Nightmare is coming..No one can help me except myself.

Friend

So relaxing chatting with an old friend, Sam today. It has been while since we left HP and as usual, we usually had good seafood dinner around Singapore. Today I have brought him to a cosy open quiet bar at the east.

Ordered "Gong Gong", Mussels and fried sotong with mocktails. We had catch up alot on each other talking about life. Interestingly, though he is older than me 8 years, but we have no age gap at all. He is the only friend I have whom I can chat with him alots. We usually can chat for hours enjoying ourselves. A real true friend of mine and glad he is doing well as a SAP manager..

Card Designs

I have made some designs. Which is better? Still sourcing for better design.

Sample Invitation cards

Just completed with three samples of my hand made invitation cards. The pictures are not very well taken by my handphone. It is actually green in colour.

(a) Bufferfly sleeve and card. Have not done up the gift tag yet which i do not think it is necessary.

(b)

(c) Pocket sleeve, card. Have not done up the gift tag but it think it is necessary cos it looks quite plain.

Still need improvement to the samples. The white paper is too soft, would require a thicker ones with some simple design background. As for the cover, it is too soft also. Require to look for a thicker paper cos it is actually an art soft piece of paper.

Which is better? Personally I like the first ones...Oh ya, I seriously dun know how to tie a ribbon and had spent alots of time to get it done. Many sweats..

Dropped dead

Manjong session again today..I had defeated three players..:0 Actually have won $140 but because we played small, in the end, the total sum has to divide by two, so only win $70 lor..Nevermid, I am contented seriously.

Dropped dead now. Have to go schooling tomorrow and really hope I can wake up which is unlikely....Hmm, probably i will only go for afternoon session but all depends...Shall make a trip myself to taka tomorrow after school. Need to buy art and craft thingy from Art friends..

Ciao..

Mountain Tortoise

Din know there is such mobile software which allows the filtering of smses to different folder. E.g. if A person sms, the sms will automatically store in A folder, and if B person sms, the sms will automatically store into B folder. Most amazingly is the folder can be hidden and set invisible and only the owner knows how to retrieve it. So, you can place your handphone anywhere and your wife or girlfriend will now know whether you are doing anything fishy outside.

Heard of flash SMS as well. If the sms is sent to the person, once read and closed, it will automatically self destroy..

hmm, it also has the intelligence for you to configure what type of ringtone the person can hear when he/she call you. Eg, if you have lied to your girlfriend that you are overseas, when your gf called, she will hear the overseas ringtone instead...

Sound amazing right!! Perhaps you have known about it, but I definitely didnt know it at all until my friend told me cos he is using that software in his handphone. This guy has basically two girlfriends at the same time and thats explains...:)

The joy of not living together

Let me convey this to a person, "If you think over 30 and single makes you an oddball, wait till you get into a relationship with no plans to wed..". Actually there is no hurry to find a partner, if fate is not here, why force into it? Be happy that you are single (which some of us would envy), cos you get to enjoy what most of us cannot enjoy..You have the whole world of time to find the right ones cos you are man, unlike a woman..If you miss one, wait patiencely for another boat, I am sure there are ample there...Cheerio

Adorable sweetie

Did not manage to get a good shot of her as she simply refuse to take photo. Umi's two years old daughter was sitting next to me the entire night. She is so damn adorable. The first kid who had called me Aunty most in my entire life. I think about 40 times yesterday. She would say "Aunty bao bao", "Aunty bu yao", "Aunty take this for me", "Aunty water", etc..

She does not resemble her mum at all, but hor, she looks like me leh..ha ha..When I brought her out for a walk, i feel like her mummy instead.

Red packet

Jaseline's big day today!! Eh, what to wear for her dinner? I have been digging my wardrobe hoping to find something to wear. Probably I should go with the black plain halter neck dress which I brought from eSprit few years ago.

Simply drained from last night manjong, still need to catch some more sleep. Nightzzz!!

Gambling

The game which I enjoyed most is Manjong. Actually to be accurate, I enjoy gambling or standing around watching games in casino..I am not those who really addicted in gambling, but I simply love the way I use my brain actively analysing statistics. Once in a while, I still visit casino like twice or three times a year. Never change isn't it? Still remembered the old times when I was in those casinos in Brisbane, Melbourne, Sydney and Perth. The most interesting ones was in Perth. Those whom were with me would know the story..We could simply gambled the entire night and go straight to school. The best thing was we brush our teeth in school to get ready for class. That were the fun days I never forget in my life!! Still so sweet...

Well, having said that, I am just back from my majong session in the evening. Run some errands after work and followed by 3 round of manjong. Won only $2..ha ha..but i gave it to my friend who lose. Well, just for fun so it does not matter whether I lose or win.

Turning points in my life

Coming to 30 years old but I still do not feel old until I realised friends besides me are all married and even have kids. Well, I am still young at heart, as though just graduated from university. The difference is my energy level. I could no longer skip my sleep. Still recall my first year work in HP when I always out at night when ppl usually gone to sleep. I would attend meeting at night and followed on with some activites with my good poly friend or with my cousin. We usually out to hang around in coffee house, swimming in the cold damn water middle of the night, geylang eating fruits, chit chat at east coast macdonald, etc. I basically can tour around any part of SGP in the middle of the night and reached home about 3 or 4 a.m in the morning. Surprisely, i still managed to get to work. That's how energetic I was. But now??? hee hee..

Time passes fast. Looking back, I have completed my 10 years plan. Time to set resolutions for the next 10 years...

Some days to mark for this year. 26th of May and 26th of Oct 2007. These two dates set the new start of my life..Changes in my passport and my status. Hope I can make change to my resume soon. Lets count down to end of 2nd year contract.

Amazing News

Sometimes it really needs the right person to come at the right time to do the right thing for you. Eh, thanks to that lady at Tanglin Shopping Centre. She has done the beautiful job to make me kick away my bad habit..

You will not believe it. I went to prescribe a spectacle today and amazingly, my eye degree has went up to 1000 per eye. Listen here, 1000 per eye ok, not both. I am going to be blind one day, trust me. It is time for me to go for lasik and I hope i am suitable for that procedure. Heard that not everyone is suitable. Big sigh..sigh and sigh..

Complete solution is recalled and the sucky thing is that I have used Complete all these while..Suah leh..speechless..have to call the hotline to see what they are going to offer..

No Luck

Eversince I missed the first prize which nearly made me committed sucide (just kidding but at the moment, I really heart pain), I have not strike 4D again..People around me have striked 4D almost every week but how come does not happen to me..For my entire life, I only strike 3 times total up to around 4K with the same number and until now, just no luck..When when and when can I be tai tai???

Life is unpredicable

Fourth day today and I was damn tired. But it is nothing to compare with those who stayed overnight with my grandma. Am on leave today and just back from CGH. Well, she is still as talkative even with her weak heart. She has been cracking jokes and acting like little kid. So cute of her..I suppose she does not want us to worry about her.

Well, actually she is suppose to be discharge today but doctor wanted to put her on observation still because her heartbeat paused for a few seconds a few times last night..Poor aunty whom accompanied her for few nights has also fell sick with VERY high blood pressure. She was in A&E yesterday as well.

Dad, his only son now also took leaves and stayed in hospital to look after her mum. He even promise his mum that he will definitely quit gambling. Well, i have been hearing this for YEARS but it never come true. Hope this time is true. I have a few witnesses with me..yeah yeah..

Oh, I have a friend (28 years old) who passed away two days ago due to drink diving. I think the news was mentioned in the newspaper. He died instantly with three friends injured. My cousin told me that they went to dig his stuff in his room and realised he has 70K debt with the banks..See, See..the cause of buying a WRX..I do not know how his family is going to bear this amount for him..Best thing is they realised besides his 7 years girlfriend, he also had another girlfriend whom is pregnant turned up in the wake..Wow, amazing right..Another sad story..